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[artemisofluna]

Totally depressed and feel like sobbing forever. Everything is crumbling and it's all very, very doomy and gloomy. Fucking earthquakes anyway.

I got tea in the mail though. Tea and also a mink blanket (it is not actually mink, it just feels like it) and more tea. So, you know. That's nice. But the blanket is black as my soul. Aaaand now I have that song in my head.

Rearranged my room last night. I set up my new bookcases and the kettle (muhahhahhaa room-kettle!) and now I just have to put the new blanket on my bed. When I have motivation to do more than just sit here and feel shitty about everything in the world ever.

The ground can stay still now, please? I have spent nearly a year writing 'stop it, Christchurch' LJ entries. They have to be as tiring to read as they are to write.

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[spiffanda.livejournal.com]

*hug* I can't even imagine. Just stay safe. One day this will all be over, right?

[artemisofluna.livejournal.com]

True, though every time this happens again, I start to believe it less. I can deal with the 5.5 and below ones because they're easy enough to move on from, but all the ones above that actually cause significantly more damage to an already badly damaged city and it's just both heartbreaking and exhausting.

But hugs are awesome and so is knowing that people care, so thank you :)