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[artemisofluna]

Totally depressed and feel like sobbing forever. Everything is crumbling and it's all very, very doomy and gloomy. Fucking earthquakes anyway.

I got tea in the mail though. Tea and also a mink blanket (it is not actually mink, it just feels like it) and more tea. So, you know. That's nice. But the blanket is black as my soul. Aaaand now I have that song in my head.

Rearranged my room last night. I set up my new bookcases and the kettle (muhahhahhaa room-kettle!) and now I just have to put the new blanket on my bed. When I have motivation to do more than just sit here and feel shitty about everything in the world ever.

The ground can stay still now, please? I have spent nearly a year writing 'stop it, Christchurch' LJ entries. They have to be as tiring to read as they are to write.

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[athenarising.livejournal.com]

I posted a nice comment yesterday, but it didn't make it, so I would like double credit today, please!! It must be completely heart breaking and nervewracking to be there. It would seem difficult to grieve as you don't know when it's over. Grief implies moving forward, a loss that has occurred. But, when there's constantly more, the process just keeps restarting. Very exhausting. Love you.

[artemisofluna.livejournal.com]

I will give you all the credit! And it quite is, but luckily I am in a good place. Very supportive and loving. So even if we can't grieve yet, we have the love.

Love you too!